What the hell is wrong with me?

Hmph. Apparently I have upset one person with the last blog. But ya know what? Cualquier.

I’ve been kinda tired, nervous, and just…ugh as of last week. I don’t know what’s wrong. I had these few months where I went to bed at like 3:30 in the morning, then I would have these times where I’m going to bed extremely early. For those who know me, “early” usually means 12:30-1am. And I’ve become so nervous (about what? I have no idea) that my stomach is taking a huge toll. For a few days now I haven’t been eating much at all. I guess that can be a good thing, but I don’t eat much to begin with, so it might not be such a good thing either. I dunno. Yes, I do have my depressive episodes, and yes, someone has tapped into my temper. I don’t know what the hell is going on. Then this morning I wake up with a nosebleed. To add on to the stress, the extremes of the weather made my nosebleed. I also need to check out the headache I get too often on the left side of my head. All in all, I’m fucked up right now.

I have finally found an idea for the design of Project 739. It took me about 4 hours to just do one part of it. I never spend more than an hour on something (which is also why I fail at doing vectors), so this is pretty…well…unusual. But I’m pretty sure that when I do take a look at it again in Photoshop, I’m probably going to hate it, and that is going to be a big problem.

The reason why I opened up WordPress was to type some of the article that I had wrote. 18 pages written. Man, I’m looking at it and wondering why in the fuck did I write it. Too much shit, so little time…damn, damn, damn!

Oh, and yes, I did get around to installing the program that I needed for the course I’m taking online. And yes, it did install perfectly. I also did an initial launch, and it worked. So everything says go. How long will it work for? I’m not quite sure, but I’m going to figure that out when I work on the project.

Hm. What else? Well, nothing much since my life is a bit boring at the moment, and since it is Monday, and I blogged on…Wednesday? So chyeah. Furthermore, I have something else I need to get off my chest, but I might get my head bit off by people. So until…next time, whenever that may be.

7 thoughts on “What the hell is wrong with me?”

  1. I get nosebleeds quite often when the weather changes too! They’re fucking horrible.

    I have this urge to offer to help out on Project 739, but I have so many of my own projects on the go I’d probably help out for a while then disappear off the face of the planet… not much help at all, I’d be. Sorry.

  2. Stress and nerves can really make the human body go out bizzare sometimes. Seriously. I’m dealing with a little bit of that myself.

  3. YAY for someone who shares my bedtime! I just cant seem to drag myself to bed before midnight lol.

    Project 739 (yes i get the code) looks very interesting, good job!

  4. Yeah, I know how it feels to be tired all the time. Since I’m taking 21 credits & I was working 30-40 hours a week, when I got sick last week, I didn’t get any sleep. Now here it is over a week later and I’m still sick and exhausted. Luckily I’m done work until November so I can catch up on my down time. I hope you catch up on your sleep and exhaustion soon!

    Good luck with your project.

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