You know some guys just can’t hold their arsenic.

You know how you have many thoughts going through your head for a blogging idea, and you wait, and you wait, and you wait…

And then you completely forget them? I’ve had a few ideas, and I was going to post them last week, but apparently I was occupied with…other things. They did come back today, but it’s like 5 different things, and it would be a very long blog (even longer than the ones made before), and ya know what? I’m not going to bore you with them all at once. So by the grace of a higher deity, I hope I don’t forget the ideas. I might post one of them on Friday. Who knows?

When I left you last week, I told you that I was (hopefully) leaving the day treatment program. Well, as of last Friday, I am a free woman. I am now going to another program (which can probably be considered a service rather than a program), and this one…loads better. There was only one concern that I had and it was the size of the groups. The place itself houses at least 25 people in one day, and people come and go on different days, so I can safely say that it’s at least 40-50 people in all.

One of my biggest problems with Target was that I was dealing with so many people in one day (some of them not very pleasant either). I eventually broke down. At first it wasn’t a problem, but as months went by, it was like “What the fuck? What am I doing here?” So now, months later, I’m here and I’m thinking…”Oh dear, deja vu again”. But you know, the difference between Target and here is that the people aren’t anal about little changes. And they’re nicer too. Furthermore, there are four groups going on at the same time (all of them not mental illness related), so that shrinks down a few of the groups to smaller, more tolerable levels. They’re pretty fun groups too. So all in all, I don’t think I’ll be missing many days from here. I just need to work on getting there before 9:15. Not happening, especially since as of late, I’ve been going to bed at 3 am.

In other…disturbing news, you heard about people killing stingrays now? That is freaking sickening. I was listening to the radio this morning and they said that Steve Irwin wouldn’t have condoned that at all. He’s probably turning in his grave now.

For starters, stingrays don’t kill out of spite. They only use their tail when threatened. You can swim with them, and you can go as far as to pet them, but as long as you don’t go near the tail, which is deadly as you can see, it’s all gravy. Killing them isn’t going to solve anything. You’re not going to find the “murderer stingray”. So whoever you fuckers are, stop. You wouldn’t like it if someone came up to you and killed you, now would ya?

I need to do a few more things. I’m adding a new part in Melodramรƒยกtica. I won’t say what, because if I can’t get it right, then it won’t happen. I have a theme to code for here, and I’m still working on that layout for Project 739, which has been a struggle without more than one person helping out (the one person being me). I should change it to…eventually, lol. But don’t worry, by the grace of a higher deity, I’m going to do it. I also have an article to type up, and I don’t know if I want to. I wrote it (because if I didn’t, I’d completely forget), and it was over 18 pages…written. So either when I finish this, or whatever, I’m going to try and type at least some of it up.

Now, see if I had went on and posted the other blog ideas that I had, it would have been much longer than this, and this is pretty lengthy in itself? Well, don’t worry. I’m going to shut up now. Love you.

And by the way, if you have no clue what my title was referring to, it’s a line in “Cell Block Tango” from the musical “Chicago”. Get the movie, see the show. You will probably enjoy it.

Okay, shutting up now. ๐Ÿ™‚

8 thoughts on “You know some guys just can’t hold their arsenic.”

  1. Well I hope that the new service goes well for you. I know you’ve been looing for something that will suit you and I hope this it! As for Melodramtica, I want to know what you have planneed, lol. I know you’re not going to tell me but still a girl can hope right? Also, about the stingrays. People deal with grief in different ways and I guess that’s one of the ways. Is it right? Absolutely not. But until the whole Steve Irwin thing dies down, I doubt you hear the last of the stingray killings, unfortunately. People in this world sure are sadistic.

  2. I’m so sad about Steve Irwin ๐Ÿ™ he was cool. That sucks that people are killing the stingrays though! That’s just wrong.
    -Andrea (

  3. that’s so sad about the sting rays. I mean, I’m sad about Steve Irwin too, but never ever ever would he want people to actually kill them.

  4. It is beyond hilarious that people are doing something Steve would be spinning in his grave about as a form of ‘revenge’ on the animal that took his life.

    If his dog mauled him and killed him, would people go around killing dogs?

    Good luck with the new program. ๐Ÿ™‚

  5. I can’t believe people would be killing sting rays after what happened to Steven Irwin… that is just insane. It is like killing every person because one guy killed someone. Crazy…

    Also, congrats on finding a better place for you ๐Ÿ™‚ If the people are much nicer, that always works!

    I love your layout, by the way ๐Ÿ™‚ I was sent here through despair. nu

  6. I heard about those people killing sting rays. They were cutting off their tails. ๐Ÿ™ How sad. I’m sure Steve would have been really angry.

    Good luck with your new service. ๐Ÿ™‚


  7. I know exactly what you mean, I do it all of the time haha. I get so many ideas for a blog and then when it comes down to it my mind goes blank heh. Uggh that’s horrible about people killing stingrays, I hate people sometimes .. they are seriously idiots. I was never a fan of Steve Irwin I found him to be annoying but his death was sad, but the idea that people are killing an animal that killed him is stupid. I’m sure he would be pissed, I know I would be!

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