I can’t think of a subject, but that just means that this is going to be one very random blog.
So basically I’m done with the 6-week program, but they want me to do another one for a little bit longer.Â I was supposed to go into outpatient therapy, but they felt like it’s not going to work as well as if I were to do more socializing and stuff like that.Â It’s kind of hampering my plans to find a job, but hey, if I need it, I guess I’ll take it.
I’m thinking of selling services.Â I’d sell layouts, but I don’t think anyone would buy them since I made one and it was overlooked, even though it was decent.Â Why, you ask? Apparently unless I up my webhosting packages again, no one’s gonna buy. I think the prices are doable, and some people think so, but I’m getting some people saying “oh it’s pricy”.Â I think it’s bullshit seeing as I’ve seen people sell 250MB’s space for 8 bucks a month.Â Ah…whatever, I’m not giving up.Â I just need some advertisement offers, preferrably for free until I actually get some money, so if you…you know, have advertisement on your site, tell me.Â I’ll be the first to jump on the offer.
Nope, still haven’t figured out the smilie problem.Â They’re showing up, but I can’t click on them…at all.Â I know how to do the vars thing, and stuff like that, but I’m sure that’s not the problem.Â I dunno…I’m about to give up on the whole thing.
What else? I realized something within this week.Â You know how to get held by a significant other? Well, I haven’t had that hold in years.Â I’m not trying to sound all needy, but people do need that comforting hold that no parent can give them.Â That’s all I want…just to be held.Â Is that hard to get these days?Â Argh! I need to be held and fucked. Masturbation doesn’t help the cause at all.
Um…ahem.Â I’m going to start working on a new project.Â Make me busy and get my mind off of stuff.Â I don’t know how much it’s going to work, but hey, worth a try, no?Â Oh, and the project is secret until I finish it, whenever that is.
That’s all for now.Â I’m bad.Â I changed the layout and didn’t blog until years later, lol.Â I’m bad…