My thoughts? Number one, she’s going to die within a few months.Â Why the hell? Number two, her coochie is dried up, used up, and smells like old ass mackerel.Â Why the hell?Â Number three, this is her 21st marriage? 21 marriages?!! I have come to the conclusion that she’s a very old hussy…and he’s a very desperate man.
Anyway, that’s enough current events for one day.Â My outpatient program is coming to a close next Friday, and that means I will be able to sleep in, but it also means that my life is slowly becoming normal…or at least my idea of normal.Â Yeah, I’d have to still take meds, but beyond that, I can live a functional life, and go to work and make money like “normal” people can.
Speaking of making money, the psychologist there knows about my whole web design thing, and he came up with a good idea.Â I was talking about how much my self esteem sucks ass, and this is what he said:
“The way to have self esteem is when you’re good at something.”
He’s implying that because I have a knack for web design, my self esteem would “skyrocket” once I acknowledge that knack and find a job in it, so I can make a shitload of money off of it.Â Heh, I don’t know how true that may be, but if someone wants to hire me, I’m open.Â After all, I have nothing better to do. Hahaha!
I need to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my smilies.Â They’re showing up, but you can’t click on them, and it’s annoying as shit. Â That’s why you see that I haven’t used much smilies.Â Not because I don’t want to, but the wp-grins plugin is being a..well…how do I put this as inexplicit as possible…a cunt.Â So if anyone had this problem, and fixed it, tell me, so I can do something about this situation.
Um…what else? Still in that negative rut, probably will never get out of it.Â I have a crush on a guy who’s taken. Allergies suck ass. I’m horny…yeah, so you see, I’m losing that blogging mojo again.Â I have a few things to type up for the writing part of this site.Â They’re mostly monologues, but I dunno when I’ll get to type them…gotta get cracking, ha!